Just a little...That little girl
I've met a girl once.
She was small and fragile
She tried to smile to me
But when I smiled back
Her eyes full of fear
Years later I read a article in the daily paper
About the dead of a girl
Who had committed suicide
She hung herself with a rope.
That night the little girl came to me.
A rope tight around her neck.
But she never blamed me...
She said thanks.
Thanks for that little bit of love I gave her once.
That little bit of love
Although it was just a smile...
That is something we all want...
Something we all need to live on.
My changeWhen I see myself in the past.
I see a lonely little scared child
Without friends .
There were people who cared about me,
But I pushed them away.
When I see myself 3 years ago
I see an aggressive, scared child.
Someone who has to fight for her live.
Who has to fight for all she cares for.
Who has to fight against committing suicide.
When I see myself 1 year ago.
I see someone who's happy.
Happy, but so confused...
Yes, I gained friends but,
Can I trust them,
Won't they bully me?
Won't they push me away?
When I see myself now.
I see someone smiling at my from the darkness.
Someone who can say to me:
Hey girl, you have it great,
Great friends, you can smile for the first time
And most of all
The greatest boyfriend you can imagine.
The confusing is there.. The doubt, those black feelings.
But I feel now,
Sometimes they are fading.
I can be happy now.
I can have peace now.
Sometimes It's quiet in my head and I can be myself.
Thanks, thanks to yo