My changeWhen I see myself in the past.
I see a lonely little scared child
Without friends .
There were people who cared about me,
But I pushed them away.
When I see myself 3 years ago
I see an aggressive, scared child.
Someone who has to fight for her live.
Who has to fight for all she cares for.
Who has to fight against committing suicide.
When I see myself 1 year ago.
I see someone who's happy.
Happy, but so confused...
Yes, I gained friends but,
Can I trust them,
Won't they bully me?
Won't they push me away?
When I see myself now.
I see someone smiling at my from the darkness.
Someone who can say to me:
Hey girl, you have it great,
Great friends, you can smile for the first time
And most of all
The greatest boyfriend you can imagine.
The confusing is there.. The doubt, those black feelings.
But I feel now,
Sometimes they are fading.
I can be happy now.
I can have peace now.
Sometimes It's quiet in my head and I can be myself.
Thanks, thanks to yo
Take me with you...Take me with you...
Kaisha, please take me away
Take me to your world, a world that does not exist
Take me with you,
Make me death to the world.
Let me fly away from pain and despair.
I'm stupid and alone...
I left my boyfriend for reasons even I don't know.
But he seems to be so pleased with it,
It looks even like I does not even exist...
I've done so many things wrong Kaisha...
Aren't that reasons enough to take me with you?
To go to your world...
I want to be death.
Nobody will miss me.
And take me NOW!